So now I sit here all alone and for my life, I'm fighting.
Supposed to be an example for others, so I'm standing strong.
But I'm really tired of Life making cry and doing me wrong.
Night after night I close my eyes and my heart hurts.
'Cuz my problems are sky high, I don't know where to start first.
So like JT
'Cuz of the pain of seeing my Momma and now my spirit dying.
Wanna give up but suicide's only a cop-out.
I heard it's hot as hell in Hell, I'm not tryna find out.
Plus I hurt my fam, my friends, and sands, and kill my sister,
Cheating to see my momma just because I miss her.
These situations that I'm facing are as big as Shrek to me.
And I've been trying not to let them get the best of me.
But in the end, they still win because I'm crying tears,
From life's "bumps and blows" and insecurities because of my fears.
May 31, 2007
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